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Aloha! We are "queen fiona" and "princess jasmine". We live in a fantasy world, a world of illusion. Our current great task in life is to find reality. At present, we have just graduated from JC and entering the next chapter of our life ... It's the start of something new. University life, here we come!

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    Saturday, June 23, 2007


    psyched!!! going XIANG KANG in 2 days time!!! woo-hoo~ come to think of it ... been a long long time since i been there .. 7 years? ohhhhhh!!! i want to fly there straight away!!! i'm going to come back with a hole in my wallet!! must must have a hole in my wallet ... then it will be a successful trip! 17 ppl going altogether (all my dad's kakis) mostly girls, around my age (no bitch fights i hope!) tee-hee~ psyched psyched psyched!!! if only ... i can actually go overseas trip with a few close friends :D how wonderful!! but now ..
    the mission is clear: SHOPPING!

    anyway, jason dear got me a music box*parts ... yup only the inside of the music box. really cool and very addictive ... all i do is just turn and turn and turn the thing. over and over and over again. i do get bored of the tune. but i never get bored of turning it .. wonder why .. heh! but is an interesting toy to play with. and is so small, i slip it inside my little bag (yes, manda ... i know you hated my small cute GUESS bag!) and show ppl the nice music box*parts (: (:

    social night part2 - delta socialising/rj-hc prom reunion/marriage proposal
    went to my second social night. the objective was lost completely. 'gentlemanly' aint the main focus for the night. everyone wanders around themselves. making it, really a SOCIALISING night. which is good (: i like. met soooo many ppl! everyone was busy catching up, chit-chatting. the 'dates' aint even 'bined' together. most of the time, i'm wandering around myself, catching up with old friends, and acquaitances (:

    ppl i meet: fred,fuwei,debo,justin(classmates!) liyan(softball!) weide,his date,qiyan,his date,shawntan,his date,horse-face?,his date,aaron gan,his date(njc-ians!) eunice,jamie,jeanette(crescent!) kwangxiong,evangeline,meixi(smu classmates!meixi-future uni-mates!) charmaine(smu lkc scholarship teammates!) angeline,alan,a few others(firefly scholarship teammates!) a girl who also went for the sierra social night(haha! we said hi, then we promised to pretend that we dont know each other, she is the one who went for ocs trng too! but quit aftr 2 weeks) alison(rjc softballer! enemies? haha ... her date was justin who happen to be fred's buddy) & a few others who i cant connect the face to the time i saw/meet/know them ...

    like i mention earlier, the place is populated with rj/hc ... making the whole event a reunion for them actually ... but i dont mind (: the atmosphere was much more livelier. the whole setting/ambience is just right to make friends and 'socialise', my table was pretty rowdy and fun (social night 1, the mood was rather pristine and really too 'polite'-ish) ... food was buffet style (haha! thank goodness ... i was really hoping for buffet. chinese dinners are simply too draggy) THE PINES's food is not bad actually (: didnt get to drink the soup and eat the bread thoo .. argh :( i'm a bread lover!!

    the dates got a flower each and the guys got a really cool keychain bearing their dragon logo, place in a box that looks like those boxes to put rings ... :/ i rather have the keychain than the flower ... table arrangment was sucky tho. it was free seating. but platoon 3 got the back part of the room. making it super hard to see what's going on stage. most of us ended up standing up to see the event happening infront.

    entertainment wise, it was pretty okay. lots of preparations were done to make plenty of cold/cool jokes. while sierra's was more of an impromptu and highlights involve more on the audience participation. the highlight for the night was a game ... which turn out ... to be a realllyyyy important game for 2 person among all of us.
    Is called the RACK CHALLENGE. 3
    guys and their dates are invited to the stage (after much cojoling and sabotaging). the guys got to wear this LBD? suit which has lots and lots and lots of pockets. on the other hand, the dates got to find equiptment hidden in all the pockets. the guys aint allowed to touch the suit. but can only instruct the girls on locations to find the stuffs. haha .. it must be difficult to find, cuz the game was pretty looooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg ...
    FINALLY! one of the date found THE RING! heh, yes it was for a marriage proposal. the rest of the ppl went down the stage, leaving the odd couple behind. lights were dimmed and the spotlight was shone on them. the guy (one of the big officers) went to his knees with flowers and the ring on one hand and the mike on the other. the girl was shocked, flabbergasted,keep on laughing non stop! it was a reallly mussy speech the guy make, "corinne i love you ............... its going to be a tough journey .................... i want to wake up everday to hear u, touch u, feel u, smell u, kiss u ..................................... kiss away ur tears ............................. i'm making this proposal infront of all my brothers ............................................................. will you marry me?" (some excerpts of the speech) haha ...
    i think the girl is just too shock. maybe she is in a dilemma or somethink. she is afterall infront of soooo many STRANGERS! younger than her somemore. haha. that's why, i think, she said YES. lol! but it was really sweet and touching. everyone was chanting .. "yes yes yes yes ..." hah! apparently all the male species in the occassion were aware of it. only the females werent. cuz the main lead was afraid that if the girls know bout it, and gossip at the toilet, his date may hear .. and it wont be fun anymore. interesting, aint it?

    oh, i got to leave bfr the whole event ends, rush home with a cab myself. (stupid sister of mine, threaten to lock the door and said other frightful things >.<) so, end of part 2.

    i think each occassion has its own good and bad.
    really appreciates the gentlemanly gestures for the part1
    really enjoyed the atmosphere, food and people for the part2
    i think that's the end of it. no more part 3 ... hehe~

    love ya all, see ya in a week! will be back by 1st july late afternoon!!! will try to rmb you all *HA! HA!* then perhaps i will get you presents? *dont put high hopes yeah?* i got pretty bad memory when i'm happily shopping for MYSELF ... *grins* =P

    princess *hongkong stephanie

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Wednesday, June 20, 2007


    social night part 1 - vanilla sky

    it must be a tiring night. cuz i woke up at 11am today.
    it was an okay event. have to appreciate the 'gentlemanly' intentions the army boys tried to show to their dates. from the pick up of their date to introducing their dates to others to pulling of seats to getting food to the dropping off their dates safely at home. amusing how some boys find it very very taxing to carry out those tasks. is it because they are simply tired (most of them looked shagged) or are they nervous? will looked stoned and shagged. his buddies told me that aint like him at all, gone were his noisy nature (some of the girls asked whether i was bored. i wasnt really... i'm very amused with the atmosphere) hmmm .. for the class ppl who recalled, rmb halloween nite at j1? then we went to eat at coronation there ... and for once ... will dont eat at all? yeah it was like that ... haha
    but really, i appreciates all the kind intentions. good men in the making...
    entertainment for the night are mostly singing, videos and a few strip tease.
    saw a number of familiar female faces .. not those frm nj. but those i saw frm scholarships sessions. oh and my neighbour (smu friend) came too! and her date wore the same shirt as will. haha ... it was shocking. heh~
    decent night. really decent night (:
    thanks anyway ....

    oh i heard there is another commander's ball at the end of it all ... haha ... i wont be here then ... lol ... more scapegoats have to be sacrificed then ...

    social night part 2 coming friday .....................................

    princess *escort stephanie

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Wednesday, June 13, 2007


    for the first time ever, i'm super excited to blog!!!

    today morning, i went for breakfast at suntec's food republic (half bowl of porridge) then my mum sent me to the GP clinic to get the results of my blood test. There is one negative result, meaning i have to take the MMR vaccine jab AGAIN (i heard that in singapore you got to take twice, i only take once in my lifetime ... so its the same dosage eventually?)... *ugh* so i happily tell the doctor that he can give it to me right away. i dont want to hustle back and forth just to get another jab. and so he did! it was quite a bloody jab, unlike normal jabs w/o blood, this one ... got some blood oozing out after the jab. doctor told me to press on the wound ... and so i did!
    then i realised, i didnt bring money. so i called my mum to bring for me while she fetched me.
    mum: you wait at the roadside ah, i pass you the money then you hustle and pay up and jump back to the car ...
    me: *nods nods*

    very hot and bright morning (today is) ... i waited for my mum at the pavement outside the clinic ... blistering sun ... i suddenly feel faint, wanted to puke, seeing stars and black backgrounds ...
    i moved towards a shaddier spot, hold on to my handphone and documents tightly on one hand and the clinic glass door on the other. tried to blink and blink and .............. i lost it ... i FAINTED!
    i fainted side ways and lied still on the side of the pavement ... body very straight¶llel ... then i saw this indian lady scream for help and the clinic ppl rushed out ... i was thinking,"damn .. the pavement so dirty" but i continued to lay there and wait for ppl to heave me inside the clinic again.
    so the indian lady carried me in with the help of the nurse. i was super weak and unsteady. fainted again on the floor then they heaved me on the chair and dr gary keong rushes out (all along i saw flashes of ppl around me, talking loudly, big commotions, but i cant hear anything)...

    i dont know how they managed to carry me to the room, but when i open my eyes again, i was on the floor of the patient room. dr gary keong was talking and talking ... i felt better then.
    then my hp rang (its my mum) ... OBVIOUSLY, she was freaking angry i'm not at the roadside waiting for her ... i can hear her complaining ... (oh the nurse pick up the call unwillingly! haha) then she told my mum i fainted ...
    after i'm a bit 'sober' ... dr gary keong heaved me to the bed and asked me to rest ... he said my face is placid white ... no blood goes to my head that's why i fainted (so he inclined the bed so that blood rushes to my head). AND i'm not suppose to be running about (without 20 min rest at the waiting area) after my MMR jab. he forgot to inform me that's why -.-
    felt numb on my nose and forehead and i was tearing (not crying mind you!)
    dr keong turn up the aircon and felt my pulse, i was much much much better already ... at least i'm sane ... mum rushed in moments later *uber kanchiong* saw that i'm fine ... dr keong told her to relax and stand outside while i'm under his 'monitor'
    the clinic was pretty packed then ... poor patients ... no nurse / doctor to attend to them (longer wait hah!) mum checked that i'm fine ... she paid the bill and rushes back to the car (she anyhow parked somewhere and forgot to lock it too!)
    so after a good rest, dr keong gave me a blood pressure test, check my lungs, check my heart, prick my middle finger (for blood sugar test) and then i get to go home already ...
    my hair and clothes are dirty -.- (the dirty pavement!!!) and i'm pale and i'm weak ...
    WHAT AN ADVENTURE RIGHT?!!??!?! FIRST TIME FAINT LERH!!! OMG!
    mum: you shouldnt move about when you just take the jab. no need to wait outside, weather so hot! no wonder u fainted! scare me! nxt time wait inside for me ... i understand that you have a jab wat ... no hurry!
    me: er .... you are howlering into the handphone just now when you call and i'm not there???
    mum: *blush*

    my diagnosis is that ... i lost too much blood for my wisdom teeth operation the day bfr (yest!) hence not enuf blood on the head.
    this time around, the operation is much more painful ...
    "bigger teeth and longer roots,"said the dentist. it was pretty horrible ... the dentist was yanking my head a few times ... i tot my skull will break. he almost gave up yanking 5 times! its was so deep and so hard. the nurse was pitying me so much. she stroked my head for comfort.
    but the good thing is that, there is much less swelling and after the 2 hours of crucial pain in the afternoon (when the painkillers run out) i was pretty fine and kicking and eating heartily :D
    i got 5 stitches on my gum! lol ... that's pretty a lot right?

    visited the music shop at peace centre before the surgery. so many music books! i can stay there for hours man!!! i bought 6 books for my students (planning to try out all the songs first bfr giving them ... pretty nice songs they have in the books! yay!) i saw a couple of 'famous and recognisable song titles' books, tempted to buy! shall make mum buy for me next time (: yes!!

    okay~ so today is really an adventure =P dont want it to happen again tho ... if it happen again, hopefully a really gorgeous hunk is beside me or something (: haha ... will be much more fun then! tee-hee ...

    got my visa! got all my health stuff done! its a day closer to SEPTEMBER! i'm within weeks to USA! now ... i just need to shop and shop and shop and eat! yipee~

    princess *faint stephanie (:

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Monday, June 11, 2007


    hi hi!
    just did my VISA today at the American Embassy. Waah .. long wait and pretty short interview. i forgot to bring lots of stuff and documents, but managed to pull through the interview anyway and my VISA will be ready by wednesday ... sweet~
    oh yes, i saw a WANTED sign for osama bin laden, its pretty big poster with the word 'MURDERER' written across it and the FBI is offering $5million for his capture.
    oh yes, they took hold of your handphone and other electronic devices at the guard house ... so i was uncontactable for 3 hours. then at one point, the embassy ppl need me to provide 2 persons' (non family members) contact number and address ... i was totally stumped! in the end i wrote my neighbours' address (just need to change the unit number right?) haha .. i dont even know my neighbour's proper full name ... wanted to write in the queen's details too ... when i realised, i dont know where she stay (but i rmb ur handphone number!) soooo .. in the end use ben's haha ... (wanyi taught me how to rmb his hp number bfr and his address is a one liner ... easy to rmb! i anyhow write in the postal code tho .. oops!)
    on friday, finally! went to the children's home (: is really enjoyable ... the kids are pretty welcoming and fun! you de, shi hui and anna left me with the biggest impressions (:
    i taught you de chinese during the tuition period! haha ... knowing how crap is my chinese, i actually gave him wrong answers for his exercises .. but otherwise it was pretty okay lesson, not fun but just okay ... i taught him the word OU ER - SOMETIMES ... cuz he keeps answering me with the word 'sometimes' for all the questions i asked him -.- i asked him whether i can be his gf .. and he said 'sometimes' too .. (: he is really handsome ... i heard that he and shao min are often teased together ... how sweet!
    shi hui is just rude ... plain blatantly rude! at first i thought i wont be able to communicate to her .. but after a little warm up .. hee~ she loves me man ... haha! during break time ... we were chilling out and just having a girly fun time together ... hur hur~ i miss her already .... awww
    anna has a crush on chu pei and she talks to me about it! omg! so cute right? i confirm + chop that girls start having crushes since a young age ... and is NORMAL! lol =P
    had dinner at CHOMP2! pretty yummy place (: i think i was famished (after just kaya+butter bread for lunch) so, me.ben.louise.amanda.raj ate stingray, satay, pizza, hokkien mee, sugar cane juice, fried oyster omellete, chicken wings ... freaking heaty and our bodies stank after the whole event ... would be more fun if we were eating in gusto (not D's way of gusto ... just the fun and enjoyable type of gusto) or something ... lol! :D
    going for wisdom teeth extraction again tmr .. yikes! so peeps .. i cant talk much then for a few days .. hopefully i will lost appetite too (so i can lose weight?) haha ...

    TO DO LIST:
    1. Buy jeans for trip to US (levis or the pretty jeans at fox --- sale!)
    2. Buy notebook cover/jacket for my macbook - crumpler (buy at hongkong?)
    3. Book tickets to US
    4. Buy winter clothings (i have outgrown many of my winter clothings)
    5. Eat turtle soup (tsk tsk! winnie, sherina, ben!)
    6. Eat frog porridge at geylang
    7. Go for OVERNIGHT trip at singapore (chalet or night cycling?)
    8. Get a job! -.-
    9. to be continued .........
    love, the princess CYX
    p.s: someone's brother made my day (:
    hmmm .. ocs social night to look forward to?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;

    Thursday, June 07, 2007



    and! everyone should stop badmouthing PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3!
    its a good show, it will and forever will ...
    (:

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;



    2 weeks into my bum-ming days ... ah so sweet! ah so boring!
    some days, it felt really good to be bumming, waking up at 10, skip breakfast altogether, eat really good lunch with my mom or off with fellow bummers at town or something.
    but usually after lunch, i'm super bored :/ usually at rmg (i will be super bored in the morning), i can start my TEA and last the whole afternoon with tea, music, talking ... but now, got to spend my afternoon ... infront of the comp? lol ... i need more outings tsk tsk ... and more activities
    *pleading eyes* *someone ask me out!!*
    sigh ... miss yawen sis alot ... miss queen manda too :(



    i went for a couple of injections the past few days. my dear mother throw away my vaccines and immunization records. giving the doctor no choice BUT to re-do all the jabs ... i got to do this TB test too (skin test) and the nurse who jab me wif the 'germs' said, "eh sorry ah .. sorry ah .. sorry ah" -.- she poke lots of time i think ... it hurts :/ anyway, the skin test is horrible, a little hump is growing (indicating the possibility of TB) but i'm perfectly fine, and NOT contagious, cuz i do have past records of pneumonia (when i'm 6-9yrs old) ... but i'm perfectly cured now! so no worries ppl, i wont die just yet (: *i hope* heh ... spend 200+++ bucks on all these jabs ... and if the results prove negative, i got to take more jabs *groans*
    "its like ... not enough i went thru the pain and cries and tears when the doctors do it when i'm a baby ... now i got to do it again!?" *bimbo wave ... sigh!*

    highlightS of the past 2 weeks,
    1. i got my MAC BOOK!!! is black is pretty and is my pet (: my pet is great. definitely better than ben's!! hah! it got functions like garageband (which can do podcasting stuff and write music), photobooth (take all sort of funny shots of urself - ugly, beautiful, cartoon-ish also have!), all the other .mac stuff which i have no idea how to operate now ...
    the problem is i cant download that stupid BOOTCAMP. so i can operate windows vista in my MAC too ... gaah ... anyone want to help? and i dont know whether i can use my iCamera (webcam) in MAC'S version of WINDOWS LIFE MESSENGER ... help anyone?
    oh yes, i havent get casings for my pet yet, dont want it to get scratched ... thinking of the Crumpler note book holder .. *hint!!!*
    2. travelled to chinatown in the means to hunt winnie's birthday present on monday. turn up to be just a pigging session ... ate dim sum at an old chinese shop, aint impressive but i like the feeling of being in the midst of OLD things ... haha (: *chinatown, old shop houses, old men&women, old tea, old delicacies .... yes that includes YOU! old-ie* tsktsk .. we missed the soyabean milk at maxwell food centre ... wasted that partially full stomach
    ended up going to CENTRAL - CLARK QUAY. we got a really beautiful MOTHER OF PEARL necklace ... waah is uber gorgeous! so sad, i cant carry off the look with the necklace ... but winnie look stunning in it! is the skin colour i think ... ~~~***shines***~~~ happy birthday to dajie winnie!!
    3. picked up my a level certs ... its really nicely printed and put in a old brown folder ... look super parliament-ish ... then went out with the class girls .. 7 of us(plus adi, who joined us late afternoon)! so happy tai-tai-ing the whole afternoon away. we ate at cine's billy bombers (the beef wrap aint bad) then to coffee club across the street for muddy mud pie! the fans are blowing really nice wind-sprays, would be better if the beach is just next to us! cooling and super relaxing ... we stayed there, chit chatting for 2 hours plus! amazing! haha (: IT FEELS REALLY COOL! FEELS REALLY FAB! to be jobless, relaxing for tea with a group of girl friends *droolllzzzz* i want this kind-a high life, it will be even better if our pockets are loaded with money, then we can spend our day at paragon or something ... heh >.<



    the girls (: huimin, hsiao wei, regina, stephanie, deborah, jaya, serena
    we look gorgeous dont we?? fresh and relax!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!

    for the record, our class got an architect, doctors, chem engineers, chemist, comp engineers, a TCM doctor, lawyers, businessmen/women, economist, psychologist ... profit churning classmates i have (:
    4. oh i went for my second kbox session at singapore ... wif wanyi,van,lena,ben last wed ... being 'new' to this singing thing ... i'm uber noob with all the songs .. the songs they choose super hard - coco lee, fish leong, ah mei, jj lin(and pretty old, or is it cuz i nv follow the trend?), i cant read some of the chinese words somemore -.- haha the only song i can sing is the ju hua dai by jay zhou ... lol
    wanyi's voice is really not bad! her voice is cut out to sing chinese songs ... ben's voice is good as usual ... he hardly go off tune and have that nice low voice to counteract the squeakky high pitched thingy-ies ... got to brush up on my skills then :/ or i shant sing at k box!

    i need to make a list, a list of things i want to do bfr i leave singapore.
    yeah ... you ppl should suggest things also! so i wont miss out anything ...

    okie, ciao ppl!
    love, stephanie CYX
    P.S: cyx = chen yan xuan

    i'm dreading to share bathroom with my dorm ppl!!! i'm dreading to live with a not nice roommate!!! tsk tsk!!! hope things will turn out well ....

    I miss listening to other's music .. hmph

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;