Saturday, May 27, 2006
wee!!!
today is my BIRTHDAY!!! wee~~~
so happy! :) finally 18, legal in all sort of things haha ... ;)
true enough ... things do get back to the better spectrum
yesterday we have a pasta mania outing ... food rawks .. and the present rawks too! thank you!!! :) i'm like a spoilt birthday girl larh .. wee~
first got the nice 'u are special' flower then got cakes which are like so totally heavenly and sinful~ *yum* (most of the cake is eaten by me and reg and the-piggy-bing ... manda dont like cheese .. and fred is gorging himself with desserts?! haha :D) then there are the pretty pins (now i got 7 of them altogether!) and the pretty pink butterfly necklace :) the wallet will come later tho .. haha picky princess needs time to go pick her fav wallet :)
thank you reg,manda,fred,shan ning,tien teng!
oh yes ... on friday i also got my medal ^.^ and yawen's really great feather test tube which has my name in single letters cut out from transparencies!!! lol ... btw yawen ... the liquid is corroding all the transparencies and the stars! :/ haha!!!
so today .. got gavel meeting .. rather nervous .. but managed to pull thru i think haha .. they sang me birthday song :) and adrian give me 1 ringgit -.-
then i went out for lunch at MANHATTAN ... waah the prawn rawks ~yummy* got another set of presents *grins* a bouquet of flower and a dark-brown-aka-my-skin-colour teddy bear .. haha! we also have oreo cheese cake and ended up doing jigsaw puzzles at the food court .. haha ... the jigsaw so hard larh ... i look at it and want to faint ... but not bad we 'finish' it in 30 minutes ...
also, big thanks to choonie for the really sweet card that you make! i hope my team nj shirt will give you good luck tmr!!
later my dad coming back! hope to have another round of fun wif my family later for dinner :)
this year's birthday seems so different! like so fun and high and stuff ...
really want to THANK all my FRIENDS! you ppl really rawk ... made my day so sweet and memorable ... felt so LoVeD~~** (^_^)
so being 18 i must have some sort of resolution right?
i guess i will learn to be more mature from now on! (but still keeping my youthful side of course! wee~) and i think i really want to contribute and share and give more to ppl around me :) making everyone happy and hence myself happy too! spread the love around!!!
my papa and mama and didi and mei mei rawk too! :)
thankz for caring for me this pass 18 years :)
princess stephanie
18 years old
p.s: lol ... someone want to treat me eat zi car .. cool~* ;D
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
the last few days have been so hectic, mind-torturing, physically-tiring, draining-all-my-energy ... sigh ...
but i told myself to hang on ...
cuz many other things in these world need me ... i cant collapse now ...
i hope things will turn out better, i keep telling myself that in 2 days time ... i will see the rainbow again :) *please let that be true!*
i tot after my cca ended ... i can finally have some breathing space ... apparently not ...
1. homeworks seem to be always there
2. chinese exam is in a few days time and i totally kind of want to give up on it ... but i know i should not cuz its another opportunity not to be missed
3. SAT exam also in a few days time
4. BPCC carnival is in the midst of its hectic mode ... there is so many things to do! i really wish its going to be a success ... so i'm not giving up on it yet ... strive on strive on gogogo!
5. softball camp coming up ... supposed to plan for it ... :/ i hope we can settle it fast!!! oh well i trust the girls :)
6. gavel club on saturday and i'm suppose to speak! i'm so totally not prepared ... *anyone give me a topic to discuss upon?*
7. my big day is coming ... and i totally wish i could fully enjoy that day with alot of fun and love and laughter and peace and joy with FAMILY & FRIENDS
8. my heart is like being squeezed ... i find myself feeling faint at times ...
9. the last sprint towards the finishing line for my junior college education is insight ... everyone is telling me to push hard in my studies ... i got to plan my study periods!!
10. my friends are upset :( :( :(
i need alcohol i think .. or vodka or anything ..
luckily on monday i went to coach's house ..
eat the ever sinful chocolate fondue
drank a little choya (sake)
drank a little vodka
learned/played mahjong
that is really the point of de-stressing ...
when things start piling up again the next day ... sigh
2 more days!!! 2 more days ... things will be better ... i PROMISE myself :)
princess stephanie
"something is starting a new!"
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
funtasia aint that fun ...
crowded. cramped up. funny tasting food. lousie games.
anyway was supposed to have an outing with ices ppl.
in the end onli darren, yi shien turn up for funfair.
chen wee joined later at orchard.
anyway the whole day was pretty bad.
manda got so mucch ticket to use ... no time to go down to town wif us.
matilda left us as soon as we reach town.
i spend 10 bucks on food at funtasia.
our outing becomes a flyer distribution session ...
with me and regina ploughing the town area ... giving out the flyer ... waah not easy feat okay! 500++++++++++++ of them!!! and so many ppl juz dont want to take the flyers if we dont say that its a dance competition ... i hope our effort pays off man ... if not so sad :(
some ppl tot the event is hosted by nj .. they were saying "ouhh nj nj girls...giving out flyers"
anyway i realised youth today smoke so much ... my clothes stink of cigarette smoke la ... :(
the only fun part is when we go to the arcade for a short moment (15min) ...
played dotana (car racing) table hockey and time crisis2 ... tt'z all ...
arghhhhhh ... i'm so tired and hungy ... :(
sad sad sad :(
sad princess stephanie
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Friday, May 19, 2006
oh fine .. i'm super bored ...
its after super sucky chinese test and hardly anyone online ...
and my iTunes is playing sad songs ... oh watever
anyway, yesterday a friend ask me wat i want for my birthday ...
i was super buzy last night .. didnt get the chance to think thru wat i want .. too busy .. too tired .. birthday is the last thing on my mind (haha believe it or not?)
anyway
mum asked wat i want: i said home made fried noodles (haha like totally what the?! lol ... but heck larh i just want fried noodles)
dad asked wat i want: i said no idea
so now i asked myself wat i want: let's see ...
1. =zilch=
2. =zilch=
3. =zilch=
4. =zilch=
5. =zilch=
6. =zilch=
7. =zilch=
8. =zilch=
9. =zilch=
10. very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very enjoyable day ... can anyone promise me that? *hopeful*
i feel like k-boxing NOW ie. 7.00pm (19/05/06)
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i dont like the last post i made on (19/05/06) so i took it off .. i think only one person read it .. haha
oh well ...
not in the mood right now to blog ... the previous entry i made was 30 cm long ...
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
I want to turn the whole thing upside down All finer things they say just can't be found I'll share this love I find with everyone We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs I don't want this feeling to go away ...
just got back fr rehearsalsoo tired! but soo lookin forward to college dayhee~ i tink tis time it's gg to be a BLAST! NJ dont let me down .. lolzzztoday was quite fun.the moment i walked into sch,i saw my EC .. haha .. cool =Pthen sth comical happened during maths lect at lt2shant spell it out here. hmm ... but sth crossed my mind" he'll make a rather interestin bf .. haha"cheryl was lyk .. ewww, he's gay! lolhoho, PHYSICS was super cool too ...there was tt electron diffraction thing. if u touch it, then some1 else touch tt personthe current can be transferred.lol .. every1 kept gettin electric shocknot wantin2 miss out, i tried out tooOUCH .. damn pain but kinda ticklish ... hahai managed to pass the current to steph,dont noe how though, must be my wet palmsso steph claims >.<>
b4 pe ... debo & i prevented cheryl fr gg toilet
& kept saying SSSsssshhhhhhh. lol super funny
it was lyk relivin the past MG days ..
mann .. kinda miss those days a lot.
everyday thurs, i'll pass by acjc, see all my old frens
i begin to kinda regret not gg acjc :(
neway, back to pe ... we did high jump
however, we spent most of our time lying on the mat & sun tanning
haha ... so funny, depsite the weird stench from the mat.
serena kept sayin we so obscene! sigh ~
at angklung, FJ, YES!, serena, shuo jun & zhonglu talked a lot of crap.... made a lot of plans for college day wif yessica. sounds so interestin ... hehe ... yea,, sat's ard the corner :)
yup, wen qi & i kept singin backstage along to the indian rain dance song
HOHO .. mr whitby said the music sounded richer today. could it be us ... haha???
tt kinda round up a wonderful thurs.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
okay this is the funniest joke today ... i just got to write it down!!!
scene: (me and mum and sis come home in our lovely car) just at the guard house there ... we saw my brother and his usual basketball gang going out ...
and my brother ... that brat ... he is wearing MY CLASS T-SHIRT!!!
*pui!*
me: (hurriedly roll down the car window) EH YOU GUUNDU! WHY YOU WEAR MY SHIRT!
my bro: *tries to ignore me and act cool* ah .. ha .. v funny
his friends: OEI CAL, WHY YOU WEAR YOUR SISTER CLOTHES!?!??!?!?!?!?
me: *wee!!!* haha ... hahahhahahahhaha
funny right
i got my pay back!! stoopid brother go and wear my new shirt and claim is his ... tries to act cool wif adidas that is literally for girls (the 3 stripes in front) and the dragon print at the back ...
i'm going to kill him for
1. using my shirt without permission ... and wah lao he is using it FIRST! i havent even got the chance to use it larh ...
2. he is going to play the sweaty smelly basketball in my shirt!!! *tskkkkkk*
and he is going to kill me for
1. shouting v loudly (v audibly to all his friends) that ... HE WEARS HIS SISTER CLOTHES!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA ..
EVERYONE LAUGH!
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
i woke up super early this morning ... planning to do my maths ...
but until now (time check 1pm) i hardly finish a page of maths tutorial ... :(
not in the mood i guess ...
coz it's mother's day?!
haha
me and my sis made her a card last night
i went to cut my hair yesterday too ...bad choice ...
the hairdresser is in a bad mood ...
she anyhow cut my hair :( and she dont even comb it after she cut my hair!!! bad choice, bad choice ...
anyway ... mum say i look like a boy :(
i can barely tie up my hair ... :/
i was planning for ashley simpson black shoulder length hair look ... not the japanese college girl look ... but i got the later instead :/
hair hair ... PLEASE GROW FASTER!
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Friday, May 12, 2006
i saw this at yawen's blog ...
i thought of writing it too ...
the point of this is NOT to speculate which description is who ...
but just to let all my friends noe how i feel about them :) and thank my friends out there for all the love!
1. looking at you, helping you ... seems like i'm helping myself. you are the mirror image of that part of me who are insecure and full of questions. perhaps this is why i can relate with you so well. sometimes, you ask me things that i myself are unable to answer and then i learn a lesson of life. thank you for all your care and concern, thank you for being a friend who is always there. if the future parts our ways, i hope you can find the serenity and comfortability that i have found in my life (that part of me who is confidence of the world and the ppl around me), becoz i have confidence that you are strong and more importantly, the world loves you.
2. when you are around, talking to you seem like opening that dam inside me, very freestyle and relaxing. i'm not afraid to tell you anything under the world because i know you wont judge my character that way! you shower me with lots of sisterly love and you share most of my sentiments. thank you for sharing your life with me. the gossip, sadness, happiness, courage ... i really hope our friendship will never end. i will honour your trust in me as long as the sun rises from the east :)
3. i'm really jealous of you, not the bad jealous kind but the good jealous kind. your wit and intelligence and perception of life really amazing. you are a really fun person to be with. your actions, words, sillinest never fails to tickle my tummy. i'm sorry that i have intrude into your little secret and i'm sorry that for all the trust you have in me, i disappointed you in a few occassions ... nevertheless, i'm really happy to have you as a friend. come to think of it, with you around, my life seems to be more dramatic and exciting. i wish you all the best for the future really ... go find your happiness! and be more streetsmart ya?! :P
4. its really a surprise that you become one of my close friends ... the work of fate, i guess :) i'm sorry if i ever make you angry/frustrated/sad ... i didnt mean it .. really .... in my opinion, you are like a strong, independent girl, ready to take the crap in the world. but ... sometimes, if i'm not wrong, there is a part of you which wishes to express itself more openly ... well, confidence girl! when you think you are ready, Say It Out Loud your beliefs and thoughts ... cuz your friends here are waiting for that part of you to ease yourself in, so that more sharing of the heart can be done among us :) and dont worry too much about all the scandals okay? what can be done really? everyone just simply adores you! cheers my friend! ;)
5.you are like another surprising person that pops into my life ... oh well, destiny? haha ... :) anyway, i always enjoy your company (it is not you in person but just me in the head ... whatever it means .. so hard to describe!) i never get bored of you cuz you are just like the sky ... always extraordinary ... i really want to get to know you better, just as friends ... but you are always so shy. mind you, we hardly talk! sometimes, i feel quite hurt when you call me names or seems not to care (i know its accidents .. but ..) i know you have big dreams but i realised you have a certain weakness ... you seem to be lacking in confidence ... i guess, just trust yourself more .. and relax abit infront of strangers k ... hope that we can still keep in touch in the future!
6. you make me sound like a cold, hard bitch ... until now, i still cannot find myself guilty as you have accussed me of. it wasnt becuz of others, i 'dump' you but its cuz of your actions ... you seem to be wanting more from me ... with your emo side, i felt so pressured! i really hate that our friendships end that way. but watever, the past has passed. i meant it when i say good luck for your future endeavours.
7. you ... *shakes head* i think its very silly for you to torture yourself that way ... i dont understand why you need to act cool and do all those silly stuff! i actually want to help you ... but just say, i'm tired of such things ... actually you are a nice person you know ... my advice for you is 'dont try too hard', being nice and docile and lovely is equally a cool thing you know!
8. the epitomy of chapalaness ... :) thanks for spending time with me and opening up ... tho we hardly interact now ... just take care okay? you are a big guy, pls dont feel so sian diao everyday and let things around you to affect you so much ... thrive on happiness ya?! remember all my advices okay. smile and joke around or pig around the whole day :) i hope you will get over your love trouble soon ... i wish you all the luck! and i want to praise you for your strong love and dedication ... you are one romantic person! :)
9. i still rmb that morning, you came and break down infront me ... you say you are tired of life in singapore ... and then you left short after ... you are the nicest person i ever know, modest and mature ... i really respect you as my big jie! i'm gald that you find happiness overseas :) i just want to say how much i miss you to be around in my daily life cuz you are another person i trust so much ... you nv fail to give me good advices ... oh well, i know that even though we dont have the chance to talk for months ... when we meet we always act as best friends again :) i cant wait to see you get married actually!!! its true!!! i want to attend your wedding!
10. you sometimes suck up to me, you sometimes make me worry, you sometimes make me want to punch you, you sometimes make me want to adore you, you sometimes make me feel like shit, you sometimes make me feel respected, you sometimes get me into trouble, you sometimes ought to be slapped for your childishness, disrespect and utter egoism, you sometimes make me feel safe, you sometimes feel like a machine that will can take away all my trouble ... let me remind you that you are not a big shot. pls be more hardworking and down to eart. i know its hard to be you ... yet i want still to tell you that no matter what happens, you can always turn to me and i love you!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
hi
today marks the end of my softball season
i thought it will be a memorable one ... with a lot of laughter and fun and crying etc
mine you, it was a memorable one ... but not with the same definition of memorable
i manage to hit the balls getting myself safe 2/3 times ... then that moment, when my mind juz blank out while i run bases ... gosh how stupid i was! luckily i was given another chance ...
sorry yumei for making yourself scream in the field ... didnt mean to actually forget what you told me earlier on ... was simply STUN! :( my deepest apologies!
anyway ... other than that ... the game with JJ wasnt really an impressive ending ... nevertheless, its over ... and what matters most is that i really love my team!
its like the team is not divided by seniors or juniors ... but we kinda blend in with each other ... and cheer for each other ...
i'm sorry that some of you girls didnt get the chance to play at all in the nationals ... i really appreciate all the cheerings and hopes and dreams! you girls are really superb! i'm so proud of you!
and to the normal 9 fielders ... oh well ... sometimes i wish that time can be turned back so that we can repeat some games ... coz i know ... that our team is not that bad! we have STANDARDS ... other teams are actually afraid playing with us, coz we have SUBSTANCE!
to next year's team ... GOOD LUCK! hope more durians will drop by ... and play hard girls! continue leading nj softball team to greater heights ....
as for me ...
i guess softball wont be over that soon ...
in jc is over i guess
but i'm keeping my options open
i may join the versity teams or some leagues ... but not in singapore ... overseas! then i will secretly learn how to pitch! muahhahaha ...
other than that ... i guess i will venture other activities ...
do more in the art scene i guess ...
dance, paint, drama, band, music .... yup :)
6 yrs i'm in this game ... i will not forget it so soon!
njc softball team 2006
yawen, liyan, joyce, fadzillah, wendy, shao jian, choon yee, clementine, charlyn, liting, evelyn, lydia, wanting, melissa and STEPHANIE TSJIM
for the love of the game ...
i will remember you always
princess stephanie
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
"I don´t wanna 'fight' no more ...
I know that we can make it right
It´s gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line..."
:: extract from a Westlife song ::
why cant it be tt way?
ok, even if we din go for outings,
we do make it up to you ...
every little thing we do counts!
we tok to u online,
helped u thru troubled times,
send u letters, smses,
carried your HEAVY BAG on fri ..
all these w/o ur asking,
nor expectin any returns fr u.
but we dont even get a simple
THANK YOU back from u.
& we've been puttin up wif ur moods
we try hard to compromise ...
i'm not complainin, but it's just that ..
argh, when things start to improve,
it haf to start all over again ...
haiya .. dont noe wat to say alr ...
on a lighter note .. go & view this :)
it's very cute!! turn on the speakers
http://ugamehk.com/movie/swf/pig.swf
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Friday, May 05, 2006
helllooo~~~
updates!
this few days really great i think .. except on wed afternoon .. but OH WELL! must highligth all the happy thoughts!
this week been great coz ...
1. FRIEND is happier (lol!!! no scandals involve please)
2. training really is fun!
3. games really is fun (tho we lost)
4. mum really rawks! (she ask me wat i want for my bday dinner ... i told her: fried noodles)
5. i catch up wif my MARK "mug" (finally!!!)
6. POLLING DAY is coming up and its really fun!
this week have not been great coz ...
1. i didnt see HIM in my dreams anymore ...
tt's all! haha ...
really dont know what to post actually right now ...
wanted to tok bout election .. but naah ... next time ba!
princess stephanie (mrs mark)
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
mann ... was checkin out some blog skin ..
oh gosh .. found some really cool one :)
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elijah wood is sooo cute .. lol
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All my life
Is changing every day
In every possible way
In all my dreams
It's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems
I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
Then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be I warn more
Impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
They'll come true
Impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
Now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
Totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
All my life
Is changing every day
In every possible way
And oh my dreams
It's never quite as it seems
Cause you're a dream to me
Dream to me :)
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