hello world~~~
i think i have gotten use to working life le. its just like that. monotone, repetitive, stressful at that moment, but when you reach home, the world seems to come back to life. :)
i have learn to accept my job, my responsibilities in my work place. so, i'm practically trying to enjoy work! :) (kudos to amanda for the inspiration -.-) hahaha ...
anyway, i'm totally living with my own money now ... so its a good thing to earn more. i know i complained that i have no more time to relax and chill, but now, i'm driven for money! no kidding, i really want to tuition more people, especially secondary school kids. i want to know how their mind process and stuff. very interesting to analyst. hopefully i can get one soon. :)
anyway, chinese new year is coming :D
and i have a STRONG liking for the COLOUR RED now!!! red seems so auspicious and all.
the colour of red <3!
this new year, i'm going back to jakarta. so peops, i'm sorry you cant visit my house for ang paus! lol. my mum really want us to spend it here. so that she wont have to cook and tire herself playing host to my other extended family members. BUT. my dad is totally into the notion of everyone to come and celebrate together at my jakarta house.
worst thing is that they use ME as the reason why their notion should be supported by the rest of the family.
an example:
in the living room
mum,"i think this year we cant go back to indo for new year. fanie got work already. sure dont have leave one. so i think cant go back."
dad,"-.-"
mum," :) "
mum walked to her bedroom
dad looked at me warily
dad,"why cant we go back to indo?"
me (shock!) ("hello! its mummy who dont want to go back!") ,"um .."
dad,"next year new year you will be at US, your uncles and aunties just want to see you for the last time .. wish you well and all. your little cousins also misses you ... everyone will be happier if we go back to indo for new year"
me,"er ..."
dad,"i check the calender already. i have book ticket on friday night. can come back on tuesday, no problem. wednesday, go back to work.... PLUS! there is a golf tournament going on during the new year. you can have the chance to watch!"
mum comes out of bedroom
dad,"i book ticket. fanie say no problem can go to indo for new year."
mum,"-.-"
me,"?!?!??!!"
lol, isnt it funny!? they USE me! i felt mistreated -.- make me the source of trouble. is not only once lerh. in another occassion, my mum wants to go shopping at city hall. so she told my dad that I need to go shopping to buy a bag. then my dad ask me to go shopping, i say i dont want. then my dad told my mum he also dont want to go. soooo my mum practically beg and conjole me to go, so that my dad will also go. -.- gosh ... my family is unique siah!
it just show how important i am in this family. oldest child, favourite of my parents (: everyone please get jealous! hihihihi ...
its so pressurising now that most of my extended family members are JUST coming to jakarta so that they can bid me goodbye for US (and give me extra pocket money for my studies) when the US schools havent even confirm my attendance in fall 2007 :/ sighhh ... all hope should not be lost though ... i know i can DO IT! :) wish me luck, mates!
now that my parents like to dress up and 'feel young', it becomes SOOOO hard to pick clothes that doesnt look like their kind of style -.- hahahahaha ... i have to sorta stay away from a few types of clothes cuz my mum and dad likes to wear those ... hihihi! it is a good thing to have 'feel young' parents ... nowadays, they gamely bought me new clothes each time they shop cuz they must prove to ME that their fashion sense is the most updated one ... HAHHAHA .. is really funny ... but i'm not complaining. i think my parents have changed a little since i reach 16 years old. they are now much happier and livelier bunch. maybe they feel that i'm already grown up, and can start supporting the family or something. sometimes, i have to restraint them from purchasing un-necessary stuff, like new dry-fit shirt or a t-shirt with different colour tones. plus reasoning sensibly with them on certain actions they make, like eat lesser oil etc -.- oh man .. is that a sign of them getting old? for me to now take care of them and not they take care of me ... haha ....
lol .. this blog entry is badly done .. with poor english ..
dont mind me ..
i'm just ditzy from all the occassions and appointments ...
anyway, welcome back s17 boyz :)
princess tsjim
