Wednesday, October 04, 2006
in a turn of event ...
ppl are now going to prom ...
haha ... since i'm the money collector ... i got the longest time to decide whether to go or not to go ... hopefully more ppl will join ... then can make 2 tables!
anyway ... almost finish up my university application ... except for essays ... let me take a breather anyway!
yesterday was a super sucky day ... i was very irritated and could not keep still ... yawning at periodic times ... upset that i cant do physics fluid and screwed my chemistry s ... but that are just mulling points ... was more upset cuz i think i'm having PMS!!! GASP! i was pondering deeply about my future. i cant see a clear picture of my future. when i talk to adults, i assured them of my plans etcetera ... sound super impressive, mum even cried reading my personal statement ... but that is beside the point ... i want an enjoyable future, doing things that i like ... like being a curator of a museum, or spending days arranging flowers, or farming, or painting, simply doing things that leave my landmarks everywhere ... almost like the work of artist, actress, models~ the princess tsjim way <3
i'm not sure about desk-bound jobs or laboratory jobs ... i mean ... yeah, i can function in the such a place ... i have function well in school desks for the past 16 years or so ... another decade of desk-bound jobs would be easy ... no problem .. i have the qualities ...
but at the end of it, i wonder whether i will have a fulfilling life ...
it just takes a lot of guts to venture into uncommon paths.
i have no such guts now.
today was much a better day ... bing was being so entertaining the whole day, plus is william's birthday too ...
dear willy,
i know i can be mean to you at times, but is not my fault that you are simply so gullible and easy to bully :) v grateful for all your expertise in computer (adobe professional etc etc) and all your help in maths and interest in dota? haha ... hope you have a wonderful day.
HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY
cheers,
stephanie
when to meet mum at borders ... going to fetch sis from school later on ... mum bought travel guides ... i think we are going back-packing at the end of year ... i hope none of the scholarship boards hold their interviews nearing end of december ... i dont want to miss another family adventure, i still WANT the scholarship tho!!! haha .. crazy little princess wants everything.
later on, mum showed me around OFS ... international school ... i see the diversity of the students there ... there is sooo much exoticsm and integration of culture and history, vibrancy, style, languages and arts that i felt a sense of HOME. was pretty ashamed that i was wearing school uniform, with tuck-in shirt, hair tied primly, white shoes. love the chaos style of dress sense the students adopt there, painted finger nails, wet hairs, guys wearing double shirts with the outside unbuttoned, curly bright red hairs. and the CCA is fantastic. the school population is small though. and i think the academic level is not as strong as local school, yet the activities and project works they have are just simply alluring. sigh ... my rants again ... sorry to bore all of you ... i just cant decide on one thing ... i love BUFFET! yeah, given the chance, i will still send my kids to local schools.
princess tsjim / jasmine
p.s: thankz queen fiona for your wishes!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
