the last few days have been so hectic, mind-torturing, physically-tiring, draining-all-my-energy ... sigh ...
but i told myself to hang on ...
cuz many other things in these world need me ... i cant collapse now ...
i hope things will turn out better, i keep telling myself that in 2 days time ... i will see the rainbow again :) *please let that be true!*
i tot after my cca ended ... i can finally have some breathing space ... apparently not ...
1. homeworks seem to be always there
2. chinese exam is in a few days time and i totally kind of want to give up on it ... but i know i should not cuz its another opportunity not to be missed
3. SAT exam also in a few days time
4. BPCC carnival is in the midst of its hectic mode ... there is so many things to do! i really wish its going to be a success ... so i'm not giving up on it yet ... strive on strive on gogogo!
5. softball camp coming up ... supposed to plan for it ... :/ i hope we can settle it fast!!! oh well i trust the girls :)
6. gavel club on saturday and i'm suppose to speak! i'm so totally not prepared ... *anyone give me a topic to discuss upon?*
7. my big day is coming ... and i totally wish i could fully enjoy that day with alot of fun and love and laughter and peace and joy with FAMILY & FRIENDS
8. my heart is like being squeezed ... i find myself feeling faint at times ...
9. the last sprint towards the finishing line for my junior college education is insight ... everyone is telling me to push hard in my studies ... i got to plan my study periods!!
10. my friends are upset :( :( :(
i need alcohol i think .. or vodka or anything ..
luckily on monday i went to coach's house ..
eat the ever sinful chocolate fondue
drank a little choya (sake)
drank a little vodka
learned/played mahjong
that is really the point of de-stressing ...
when things start piling up again the next day ... sigh
2 more days!!! 2 more days ... things will be better ... i PROMISE myself :)
princess stephanie
"something is starting a new!"
