BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

Friday, March 03, 2006

the past wk has been rather eventful

MON: chem spa

TUES: gp lessons ... we toked abt homosexuality. perk, fred, beng hui & i had a LiVeLy discussion. well, the double period for that day wasnt exactly that boring as other days :) come physics lesson, mr lim was giving out sweets & chocolates. the whole scene was sooo funny. he took out a pack, ask 'WHO WANTS?' then as usual the (greedy) guys raised their hands ... & it was some play throw & catch thing ... haha, it was as though mr lim was feeding a pack of vultures that havent eaten for a long time. i pretended to smash reg's choc & she went 'arrrgh' spastically. diao!lol oh ... & before we each went our separate ways, i did sth which was out of good intentions, but steph tot more out of it. she tot it was really sweet ... haha, but i wasnt trying to be kae! lol ... she kept makin fun of me & threaten to blackmail me ... evil ...

WED: the day came & went in a blink of an eye. that was the day A level results came out! in the morning ... steph told me this theory which she tinks make a lot of sense to her. she was so smug abt it ... haiya, dont disturb me leh. lol. gp, held another interesting convo ... i spouted a lot of stuff which ppl tot were nonsensical, but made senseto me. during chinese, fred was very worried abt his results & william kept makin fun of his comical expression. however, when he found out his results, he was so relieved & started huggin william's leg!! omg ... obscene :) yay! i got a B3 ... satisfied! oh, then ashley bluffed me ... he said he wanted to commit suicide ... haiya

THURS: haha ... half day! yay ... the whole day couldnt concentrate.

FRI: end of the wk. lousy day .. forget to bring hp ... darn, felt so hopeless. started of wif bio lect - human repro system. the whole atmosphere was so weird. ever had such a lecture b4 - boys & girls. i tink i prefer it in mg when it comes to this kinda things. maths - ms chua had a stiff neck ... lol, she was so funny, lyk a robot. steph drew tis pretty flowery thing on my hand .. so cool, lyk henna :) bio - eng hong pulled my hair, & sHe saw it ... sHe tot we were foolin ard .. sigh .. after that sHe kept saying me. haiya. when dv room while waitin for parents. played shao xun's & william's hp .. so darn bored & felt out of place in there.

that day ... got angry at some1 too ... dont noe wat came into me. i'm really sorry. maybe coz i just woke up from a lousy sleep. i 'm really sorry for sayin all the hurtful words ... i was very angry ... dont noe why? why u always make me angry ar? i never get angry at any1 else. maybe coz i feel at ease to tell u abt it? but it's a bad sign ... this yr, i keep blowin my top. oh no ... i'm losin it ... i'm becomin more hot-headed ..i used to be real cool & patient b4 ... help! i dont wish to be lyk that anymore .. i always regret it afterwards. darn ...

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;